Maybe, another day.

Wow!! Its February 2014 already and my last post was in September 2012. That's how much life has catch us up. 

2013 has been good. Nothing great but it was good. Could have been better. 

I've been a fan of Game of Thrones (TV series) and there's juz so many quotes in there that I love but there's this ONE particular quote that really leaves a mark - "What do you say to the God of Death? Not TODAY!". I especially like the "Not today" part. 

It's a short and simple phrase but it inspires. 

Tired and want to give up? 

NOT TODAY!

She/He/It/This is tearing me apart!

NOT TODAY!

Feeling scared or intimidated? 

NOT TODAY!

It works in so many situations and it really brings your spirit up. It's catchy, common and widely used by everyone. A co-worker juz said something and another co-worker replied, "Not today" and it strikes me at that moment thinking in my head, "yeah, not today."

blanked out

I stopped thinking. and I stopped judging, reasoning and clarifying.

Yes, I am confused. (i am finally admitting it)

愛莫能助

by Big Four

(Edmund Leung 梁漢文, Andy Hui 許志安 Dicky Cheung 張衛健, William So 蘇永康)

Another splendid song written by my idol lyricist, Wyman Wong, produced, arranged and composed by one of Hong Kong's greatest music producer/composer, Mark Lui and presented by 4 great friends. What an awesome partnership.

Here's to my loves, my valentines, the ones I call friend.

作曲：雷頌德

填詞：黃偉文

編曲：雷頌德

監製：雷頌德

安：帶你出黑暗世界不是我 卻至少可送你打氣的歌

文：我到底非冷血你不好過 但願我替你受點挫

健：公司的低潮如何一笑就過 苦戀的心情誰能迅速醫妥

康：是你路途我又如何代跌墮

合：愛莫能助 但站在你身邊會是我

        愛莫能助 現實是最終自己渡河

安：誰都掙扎過

合：你我各有沉和浮 必須單打獨鬥

文：可不可撃敗命運 亦掌握於我手

合：臨行前互拍肩膊已夠 夠力再搏鬥 只因你企背後

        這世界最強同謀 最上心的隊友

安：隨時齊集預備犧牲 給我分憂

合：但人生是快樂自求 敬我一杯烈酒 信我就夠

康：賜你仙丹與答案不是我

健：卻至少可約你打半天波

文：你也許不會說你撐不過

安：但是我會徹夜陪著你坐

合：愛莫能助 但患難見真心會是我

        愛莫能助 見我會易過上主佛陀

康：隨便呼叫我

合：你我各有沉和浮 必須單打獨鬥

健：可不可撃敗命運 亦掌握於我手

合：臨行前互拍肩膊已夠 夠力再搏鬥 只因你企背後

        這世界最強同謀 最上心的隊友

康：隨時齊集 預備犧牲給我分憂

合：但人生是快樂自求 敬我一杯烈酒 信我就夠

文：愛莫能助

安：但最重要奉陪過

文：愛莫能助

康：友愛會抵消折磨

合：愛是援助

P/s: I personally really love the lyrics. That is after I finally found out what they mean. ^^

Two weeks on the loop and counting

Sampai Syurga
by Faizal Tahir

Ku membenarkan jiwaku

Untuk mencintaimu

Ku persembahkan hidupku

Untuk bersama kamu

Dan diriku untuk kamu

Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu

Harapanku palsu

Dan mungkin hari yang satu

Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu

Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu

Ku inginmu dampingi ku

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik

Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu

Sampai syurga ku cintamu

Hanya satu 

Hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku

Untuk merinduimu

Ku menghamparkan sakitku

Untuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku

Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Dan segala yang ku ada

Ku berikan semua

Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu

Bahagia untuk selamanya

Biar sampai syurga

Aku menunggu cinta darimu

Agar ku sempurna

Namun aku tetap aku

Yang terbaik untuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu

Ku inginmu dampingi ku

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik

Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu

Sampai syurga ku cintamu

Hanya kamu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu

Ku inginmu dampingi ku

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik

Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu

Sampai syurga ku cintamu

Hanya kamu

Christmas is coming. 2011 is ending.

I think I'll put a full stop there and end 2011 juz that.


One of the many things in my 2012 list - to get a tattoo!
Wait and see.

Yet another random post

每个人的内心都充满了魔鬼。学会控制他。 魔鬼可能是贪欲，可能是绝望，也可能是戾气。 魔由心生！只要你能时常保持平静的心态， 任何魔鬼都会远离你。 人生就像骑单车。想保持平衡就得往前走 年轻的我们必须懂得： 1、你不勇敢，没人替你坚强。 2、没有伞的孩子必须努力奔跑！ 3、自己选择的路、跪着也要把它走完。 4、不要生气要争气，不要看破要突破，不要嫉妒要欣赏，不要拖延要积极，不要心 动要行动 5、宁愿跑起来被拌倒无数次，也不愿规规矩矩走一辈子。就算跌倒也要豪迈的笑 其实谁都有一段不为人知的故事，其实谁都会脆弱的想要一个停靠，其实谁都会想要一个停靠，其实谁都想和某人完成曾今的诺言，其实谁都能微笑然后转身流泪，其实谁的生活多少有那点苦涩，经历风雨。我只想要少一点悲伤，多一点快乐。 Courtesy of Facebook.com

其实我也不知道我 post 这些干嘛.....

你怕了吗?

Aiks.. I muz have been too sleepy to have deleted my own post last night.. Silly silly me! 

怎么人越大了就越不敢做事?
越来越不会做事.
想东想西的.. 想这个想那个..
小时候哪什么也不怕.
最怕就是爸爸的腾条!!

想爬树就爬树,
想爬车就爬车,
流汗流血也不知痛..
重来不知明天.

如今呢,
胆子没啦..
做件小事都想东想西上下左右前后全都想光光..
还要想50步前50步后..
如果做决定不用管后果哪有多美好..
是不是?

想起以前有够傻的.. 两次在学校流血都没告诉婆婆或姐姐.. 在回家路途我只用了手帕一着把上口按着按到回家.. 会到家门口时手帕已经是满满都是血了!! 哈哈哈 结果被婆婆骂了一吨.. 晚上又被爸妈骂.. 笨蛋!

假如那个我是现在的我, 哪整个画面就不会存在!!

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Now this post was dated back to 16 July 2010. I remember typing this last year but it only went as far as the draft. As I'm lazy to translate the Chinese entry above, I shall post it together with this since they're of similar topic... 

So the girls reminded me of a situation that happened N-years ago. One which all of them remembered but me. Not even a bit. Lol. Me walking out on a teacher? In a class?! I can't imagine I actually did that!! Tell me you girls are pulling a prank! 

Makes me think back of some decisions I have made over the years. Given the same situation (under which ever circumstances), I doubt I will act the same. Courageous, stupidity or plain stubborn? Beats me.

Mistakes they may be, but if I did gained something out it then its a different story. I dare not say that I fully regret taking all those steps. See, I always have or can come up with reasonable "excuses" for everything I do. Which eventually convinces myself that everything seems to make sense. Hence the many silly acts.

I juz wish I had taken a step back and looked at the bigger picture then.

Picture courtesy of Google image

Today, faced with those situations again, I think I would have taken 3 steps back and walk away.

Author's note: Remember this was typed almost a year ago. Does it reflect what I'm thinking right now? We'll see. 

Classics never die

Twin Lens Reflex (TLR) 

Aren't they pretty?
I have and am falling for them.

Graflex Miniature Speed Graphic (Folding Camera)

And this! Antique I tell you...


*melts*

愛的故事 (上集)

(Concert version. Originally sang by Eric Suen 孫耀威)

Heard this song over the radio 2 days ago and realized it was one of the songs that I liked long ago. Didn't know what it was singing about until I searched for the lyrics. But what caught me was not the lyrics. It was the tune actually. Love it! Gonna loop it for few days now. =D

愛的故事 (上集)

by Hins Cheung 張敬軒 & Eric Suen 孫耀威

星的光点点洒于午夜

人人开开心心说说故事

偏篇今宵所想讲不太易

迟缓地望你想说又复迟緩

秋风将涌起的某夜

遗留她的窗边有个故事

孤单单的小伙子不顾寂寞

徘徊树下直至天际露月儿

冬风吹走几多个月夜

为何窗边的她欠缺注视

刻于窗扉小子写的爱慕字

完全没用像个飘散梦儿

今宵的小伙子倾吐憾事

谁人痴痴的要再听故事

偏偏痴心小子只知道上集

祈求下集是个可爱梦儿

知不知对你牵上万缕爱意

每晚也痛心空费尽心思

这小子欲断难断这故事

全为我爱上你偏偏你不知

春风轻吹点点火花衬月夜

人人开开心心说说故事

终于倾出这小子的故事

长年累月为你怎再自持

今宵知否对你的暗示

为何真的将它当故事

偏偏痴心小子只知道上集

祈求下集是个可爱梦儿

知不知对你牵上万缕爱意

每晚也痛心空费尽心思

这小子欲断难断这故事

全为我爱上你偏偏你不知

知不知每晚想你十次百次

每晚也去等因我极心痴

可不可合力延续这故事

延续这片爱意一生俩相依

知不知对你牵上万缕爱意

每晚也痛心空费尽心思

这小子欲断难断这故事

全为我爱上你偏偏你不知

知不知每晚想你十次百次

每晚也去等因我极心痴

可不可合力延续这故事

延续这片爱意一生俩相依


P/S: Don't you think Hins Cheung & Eric Suen are juz so cute? *wink*

They say Ignorance is bliss.

I agree.

Image from TiaDanko deviantART  

I hate to settle for second best.

but I guess I'm learning to compromise.
for real.


Jazs Low