Do Miracles Happen?

(Im not sure if my post is what the title says)

Today marks a fantastic history in my life. THE day has finally arrived. And of most days, it has to be today. *sigh*

So, what's wrong with today?

Well, today, I wrecked the car. The car has to be towed to the workshop! How bad can that be huh? Well, REAL bad. As of now, the radiator has to be replaced (thats a few hundred ringgit) and the car plate is cracked. Not quite sure bout the rest. The mechanic has yet to confirm with us. *sigh*

The funny part is . . .

I banged and ran over a . .


FLOWER POT!!


a steel/metal one. Y'know those that they fill oils in. Yes! THAT metal/steel pot. Can you imagine that? Who on earth plants a plant in THAT "tin"?

How sad.

I was picking up 2 spilled drinks on the dashboard as the car banged into in. The car's alignment was gone all this while. I guess I wasn't holding the stering wheel properly. So, MY fault. By the time I saw the "pot", I already banged into it.

And err . . . being a "perfectionist" or COD, I dragged the car a little to the front cuz I didn't want it to be on the soil. Anyway, I wanted the car to be on the tar road.

That's how I spoiled the entire bottom of the car. *sigh* I really don't know how bad it is damaged but according to the mechanic who came to the "crime scene", it's bad. Gosh!! I feel so bad right now.

The worst part is, I need the car for the next few days.

Great huh.

My dad kept nagging me after he came home. Good la good. This is gonna haunt me forever. Or will it?

Nothing has been going smooth for me for the past few days or even weeks. Its making me sicked. I can't go on like this. I need a change. A drastic one.

Christmas is round the corner. This should be a magical month right? Well, I need miracles right now. I really do. I'm not a strong believer of angels or magics or fairytale. But right now, at this moment, I know I need to. And I really do.