Waiting Patiently

Counting down to the days to come. 

Hangin on to the hope. 

Don't dissapoint me pleeeeaaassseee...

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Did I mention I'm done DONE with my assignments for this semester?! Wooo hooo... It ended on Tuesday morning actually... after my MBC presentation that once again I failed miserably... Not the presentation... the work I meant... haiz... Sorry mates if we get low marks... I did tried to do what I can but.... (continue next time...)

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Since we were free already, we went for the Film Club's Video Fest today... Nice short films and MVs... So envy... Wish to produce such good stuffs... 

Anyway, as I was watching one of the documentary.... I couldn't stop thinking of my grandparents and my dad's hometown, Gemas... I miss them sooooo much although I juz saw my grandpa last week... ^^

Eventhough 50% of the time I can't understand what they were talking (cuz it was in mandarin and the guy sitting in front of me was tooo tall that he blocks half the subtittles), it endlessly reminded me of Gemas... 

How things were different last time and now... How I've changed... The things that we (me and my sis) used to do... The things I've always wanted to do but haven't got the chance to do so.... 

The morning scent... The rubber smell... The night breeze that is so very different from KL... The motorcycle ride... The sound of the table fan... The plantations.... The drive down to Segamat... The evening walks... And so many more...

Although I dread to go back sometimes cuz there's no internet and friends and malls and sleeping late at night and Astro is dominated by my lil cousins... Despite all this, Gemas is also a place that I find peace and calm... Always. I juz love it there... 

Ahhhh... I miss Gemas... 

I hate growing up... It changes things... I used to anticipate 18 and 21... but now I don't anymore... 

I know I know... Its not a choice for us to choose... and changes brings surprises too... 

Well, I'm not up for surprises at this moment... I wish to relive the past.... Back to when I'm 12 perhaps... Doing the things I don't do now anymore...