Holiday Mode: On

I had a long list of to-do-things for this semester break during my study break. Today, I threw them away. Didn’t have the mood to do any of it anymore. It happens. I don’t like to wait. Waiting loses my mood and energy. Juz so you know, don’t make me wait in the future. *wink*

2009 is coming to an end in 24 hours. Many said that 2009 hasn’t been a good year for them and is hoping that 2010 will be better. I’m juz thinking, when will life ever be good enough? But then again, it is their life. So who am I to judge right?

Anyway, as for myself, I think 2009 was okay. Neither bad nor good. Okay enough to have sweet memories worth remembering; okay enough to have the sour ones erased. Better than I thought it would be at least. Most importantly, I’m in good shape and so is the family. The rest, the degree can be varied.

I don’t deny that I too hope for a better year ahead. Somehow, I do not dare to think too much. Or perhaps I don’t want to. Looking at what may lie ahead, I am not sure how 2010 is a better year. With no expectation, surprises come in a bigger scale, don’t you think so?

Of course, there are also a couple of things that I should probably keep in mind and regularly remind myself so that by the end of 2010, I still remember them. Or better yet, realized them. Unlike the previous years where I tend to forget it midway through the year.

So here’s to 2010 and so long 2009. You have nevertheless painted history in your own way no one can ever rewrite them. A new canvas is being prepared and it will be unique in its own way this time next year.

Cheers to 2010!